Tonight

  Tonight I leave. Everything I've planned finally happens. I'm sick of it here. I need time alone to think.
  I have a place out of town I might go. I've been talking to someone I trust. Even if tonight doesn't work, I'll find something.
  This is my last DA post at home. The rest will be from the road, maybe you can try to guess where I am. haha
  Some people may say I'm doing this to get attention, and even though I respect you and in one particular case I love you, but that's not what this is about. It's about finding out who I am without you. And if I come back not liking what I find, then I don't know what to say. If I don't come back…
  To those of you who care about me:
I am fully aware that something might happen to me when I'm out there, I might get hurt or lost or die, but if that happens, then it's my own fault. I won't blame any of you. So don't put all the blame on yourselves. It's not worth it. I'm not worth it.
  Anyway, my backpack's already in the truck. Just gotta move the cars around and I'm good to go... Be back in a few…
Okay, got everything ready. I had to leave dad's car parked outside cause I didn't have a good enough angle to push it back in the garage. I think I'll leave a sticky note on the door inside.
  Anyway, I'm leavin. I'll fill you all in later.
~jasonZak